Panic ATTACK

A moment where a heartbeat becomes a sound heard out and loud.

A moment where the body refuses to calm down. And only the mind makes it worse.

A moment where the whole world becomes silenced. And no word a mouth can speak, but only the body and eyes can show.

A moment where between you and death is a length of a single hair.

A moment when the whole body becomes numb. No feeling, nothing but ache.

A moment where air becomes inexistent, while the mouth and nose strive for it.

A moment where you wait for it to happen.

A moment with a length of a second.

A moment where panic.. attacks.

Emptiness

Emptiness.

Emptiness inside out

No sound. No light. Just the wind.

Looking around. Nothing. Nothing but an infinite hole

An infinite black hole.

A sound of screaming. Exits but not heard.

All the memories are vanished. Somewhere unknown

But all that there is. Is an empty body.

With no soul.

Walking around like a zombie, but with no facial details.

Just a blurred face.

Questions and questions. None to be answered

And some unwanted to be answered.

..

Emptiness.

Emptiness anywhere. Everywhere. At all time.

..

Just. emptiness.

Cash Me Ousside…

​The new hashtag trend #CashMeOusside #HowBowDat  is something to be ashamed of.. for those who just go with the flow and didn’t actually see the Dr.Phil’s episode please do because it WILL change your opinion on the new TREND.. and for those who do, i can’t explain how disgusted i am seeing people support such an irrespectful attitude towards a mother.. seriously does that make you laugh seeing a 13 year old girl cossing, challenging and fighting her mother that way? You guys seriously make me feel SICK.. 

#IDontSupportCashMeOusside 

#RespectYourMother

Un-named poem…

A picture in a frame

Old, yellow, faded

Sitting next to a beautiful vase

Yet all the flowers in it are dead.

An old house they say

That its owners are not here today

Only their souls that fill the place

And nothing we can do for them but to pray

Oh sweet souls may your souls rest in peace 

Up in the great heavens as we speak..

What if..

What if nothing worked as planned? 

What if nobody stayed by your side as you imagined?

What if you didn’t become who you imagined you would one day be?

What if and what if.. Does that mean it’s the end of the world? No it is not.

Disappointment..

I’ve learned that there’s nothing called disappointment. Yes we all have expectations and hopes about certain things that we want to work out the way we’ve imagined it to. But doesn’t everything happen for a reason?

This is what I’ve learned; we are the ones that let disappointment exist in the first place. Although it may not be on purpose when we have expectations, everything will work out the way it’s meant to. And nothing, literally NOTHING works out for a bad reason. Everything has its reason for occurring in certain situations in your life and you just need to have some faith in those unknown reasons.

I personally have faced lots of dead ends ever since the beginning of this year. Everything doesn’t work as i wished and nothing goes right. And since I’m a type of person who always plans for everything that i want to happen in my life and always have tons of expectations, it is very frustrating for me to see everything going wrong not only once or twice but constantly. But when I started to look at what’s happening to me from another perspective, I found that certain things aren’t meant to happen whether now or ever because there’s something much better planed and is on its way. I kept thanking GOD on whatever happens to me whether good or bad, because I definitely don’t know what GOD has planed for me. And another thing that I’ve learned is not to stress on things too much. When I constantly keep thinking about every step that I take or face during my day, it doesn’t allow me to let things work out the way they are meant to. I keep letting bad energy mess up my life when I see things don’t work out.

However, when I started loosing my focus on things and relaxed instead of stressing out, I saw everything working on just fine. Literally everything was getting done by itself, maybe not in the same way I’ve planed them to but at least they’re getting done.

“When things don’t work out, you can’t force them to. You just need to close your eyes and let them be.”

To approve the unapproved…

A lot of thoughts go back and forth in our minds that we don’t approve of even thinking about them, because we don’t want to believe that there will come a day where they will happen. It may be death of someone close to us, failure to our success, a loss of something precious to us and many other things.

So what does it mean to ”approve the unapproved”? It means to think about everything and to think about what if there will come a day and we lose them. We should welcome the thoughts that may be hurtful to us and to try to make peace with them. We should try to always have a plan B, if for example the thought is about failure. And most importantly, we should never let the end of something define the end of our journey. Let the end of it become the beginning of a new chapter in our lives.

It may seem hard to try to adjust to some hurtful thoughts that we might come across, but we have and should do so because LIFE GOES ON AND NOTHING REMAINS THE SAME FOREVER.

 

Islamophobia!

Nowadays everything is becoming political, literally everything even the religions. Politicians use everything that surrounds them to persuade the population into believing their opinion. The’re doing a propaganda by using fear to make people stand on their side.

The word ‘Islam’ or ‘Muslim’ are used nowadays more than they had ever been used. People or media use them by saying “… ISIS kill people in the name of Islam..” ”… a Muslim killed a passenger yesterday..”,etc. All these types of examples are being repeated each single day. But did anyone actually thought about reading Quraan to see what Islam is really about?                                                                                                                                      Many years ago there were a group of people or a community that was called ”kkk”. They were protestants, which is a type of Christianity. They used to kill all those who weren’t white, they were anti-communism, anti-Catholicism, homophobic, Christian terrorists and lots of other things. But since they were present in the late 1800, we didn’t hear about them much because by then there weren’t things like media. But if we look at them now, we wouldn’t generalize them to be ”Christians” and we wouldn’t say that they represent ”Christianity”.                                                                                                                                        The same goes to ISIS. Yes they are called ” Islamic State of Iraq and al-Sham” but they DO NOT represent Islam. Not because some people do wrong things means that the rest of people whom have the same religion HAVE to be the same. When a person who is Christian, Jew or any kind of religion does a crime, it doesn’t mean that the religion itself is wrong. In the Quraan, lots and lots of things are prohibited but ISIS still does them. So if they do something, that doesn’t mean that ”Islam” is telling people to do so. Because ”Islam” means Peace. And the content of the Quraan has every aspect of life, how to live it, how to live among each others, respect everyone ”even those who have different religions”, etc.

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During Hitler’s rule, Jews used to wear badges. And nowadays Donald Trump wants Muslims in America to wear badges too. He’s trying to scare people from Muslims and tell them that ” I will protect you from terrorism”. He’s creating a war between the WORLD and Islam, not just between America and Islam.

A few days ago i watched a video, it was talking about Donald Trump and Islam in a sarcastic way. And in the end of the video the man said ”Oh My GOD, Trump is WHITE ISIS !”. Yes i know he’s making fun of Trump, but the man has a point. ISIS is creating a war, it makes people hate Islam and become scared of anyone that has a relation with it, because they now think that Islam promotes terrorism. But for the millionth time ISLAM DOES NOT PROMOTE TERRORISM, because it PROHIBITS it. And now Donald Trump is doing the same as previously mentioned.

All the religions should never be represented by their people, however; they should be represented by their content. People should stop becoming more and more ignorant. People should read and discover more, rather than to sit around and let media brainwash their brains and implant in them ideas and information that the media wants us to believe.

Stop ignorance to know how to fight the real enemy!